here i m again... moms cleaning out her office so she dropped me n the kids off here. im just checking my email and theyre doing story time n craft stuff. i felt so sick last nite, stomache aches and leg cramps and i was either soaking in sweat all nite or freezing. i still feel shitty. i think it was dinner last nite, every time i eat now i feel sick. i got weighted yesterday... just barely 88. i drank soooo much water b4 and then didnt pee, i wanted 2 add as much weight as i could. it went up to 88, then back to 87, so i took this deep breath n it popped back up and the doc n mom just stood there staring at the number 2 c would it go back down so i stood there really still not moving til finally she was like, ok, its 88. ugh i feel so fat. but i cant lose any more or theyll send me away... i really dont no wat else to do.