lunch was kinda crazy i laughed alot. natashia came up behind me and put her arms around me 2 lift me up when i was standing at the lunch table waiting 4 courtney n maria 2 get done. but then she went away :( and i was all giggly and courtney was giving me these little knowing looks. i think maria knows i like her even tho i dont talk 2 her about it cuz i just feel funky telling her about my crushes after the shit we went thru. id rather just leave like/love stuff out of our conversations. bellz about 2 ring adios