I'm sick of this being the I write down things that are happening to me, then you reading it, and writing things to make me feel terrible about myself. Deliberate or not, I don't deserve this. I'm sick of hearing how great James is, and how you're saying the same things about him that you used to say about me. That I was a phase. I used to be the love of your life, but obviousely that was just something you said. I feel like shit almost all the time. I shouldn't. It's wrong. I haven't done anything to you. I haven't done anything wrong. There is no reason that I should be put through this. I'm done. What I do with my time and with who, is my own business. You have no right to anything in my life. Especially anything concerning any other girls. If I like Melissa, that's my business, and I don't apreciate calls asking if I like her. Whether you wanted to know, or are trying to get me too, it's none of your business. Even if you here things from people at work, none of them, with the exception of Michael, are close enough to know who I like or what I do with my time. Don't trust them with my life. I'm done with this S.D. New life means new page. XXX