ok, so you read the title, and it's true. I know they say they don't like eachother, but she's amazing and I'm worried that every other guy on Earth will figure it out and she'll find someone better than me. It can't be hard too find someone who deserves a girl like her more than me. I'm mean too. I get all butthurt angry when she doesn't hang out with me. She's right, even with my friends, I can give two minutes for the girl I love. I want to have more fun with our relationship though. I wanna kiss more, touch more, hang out more, be able to just I don't know. Relax and have FUN. I wanna stop worrying about who's watching. I wanna roll around in the beach close to dark in full clothes. The little things. Calling on me in class, sorta 3rd grade, but I would have liked a little thought without having to ask. So I don't want her to do it now cuz it would be fake. When I go up tp her when she's talking to Shannon, I know you're talking, bu at least hold my hand back a liitttllee. Why can't we hold eachother? I like it. But whatever. She loves me though, and I know we have our problems, but we can get through them no matter what, because I love her back.