This is my seventh entry for today.

I have no idea what i'm writing; i just know that i need to write. I feel, inside of me, so alone, so lost, and so shallow. I hate myself for feeling these things. I hate other people for not understanding these things. I hate myself even more for hating these people.

I'm just so lost within myself; i don't know what to do. I really don't. I wish i had somebody to reach out to, but i know, i'll only end up hurting them, and rejecting them.

I'm determined to keep myself above whatever it is i'm feeling.