boy

My other journal is "boy".

I created it because i felt, and can feel, myself gradually falling apart. I didn't wanna let anybody see/feel this (at least, not unless they really wanted). So, i forged a persona from my own. There're many more (talkingclock, alistair), but i haven't created them yet, so you'll not find them until i do, if i do. These ones are still a part of me, while boy feels seperate and different.

I left clues, in case somebody wanted to read me. I figured, if they -really- wanted, they'd find me. Boy is where the wild things doth grow; i think i wrote that in the first entry. It's where i can spite on all the things i dislike. It's also a place for my rhymes and crypticism. Here, i like to say how i feel, without some pretty mask. But, there are some things that just shouldn't be said by another. They have to be said by an individual, so you can take heed and ignore, if you need. I didn't wanna hide; i just didn't wanna cause any upset or anything.

I mainly wanted to hide away from lucy, because i feel as though our relationship is the most volatile, and i really don't wanna spoil anything for her, and others who follow "another" too, since it's a side of me i'm not all that proud of. It's still beautiful, in my eyes, though. At least, it was.

I admire those who found me.

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