so...i just got over writing this long new entry and then all of a sudden it's gone so now i have to begin all over again which severly depresses me. dammit. i cant figure out how to get a picture above my name at the moment, because i'm lame and, i guess, anti-picutre on my journal. so if anyone can help me with my patheticness, please do. tomorrow begins the last week of this school years water polo season. awww i'm gonna cry. this sucks. my reason for living is slowly dying away. and then i'll begin swimming which i'm not REALLY looking forward to. i dunno. swimming for 2 hours straight doesnt really excite me. farewell.