show tomorrow. i hope i can go. if i can, cort and i will hang out before. hopefully my rents can take us and bring her home. she migghtt be able to sleep over; most likely not. we'll see. i really want to go though. i haven't been to a show in over two weeks. i miss nvo. well me and jacob are good now i suppose. he's not feeling very good which sucks. i wish i could be there for him; help making him feel better. would he want me there for him? would he let me be there for him? does he already have someone else there for him? shut up. of course not.