so me and jacob planned last night to hang out today, but when i texted him he didn't text back. when i called him, he didn't answer. so after i'd been home for a while he called and told me he couldn't hang out today. i was like that's alright i'm already done with the mall. he's like, no, i had a seizure.[!!!] i was like, oh my god are you okay? and he said, yeah, i think so... my poor baby. then he had to go cos he had to throw up and i told him to call me back. oh jeeze. show last night. that was way fun. me and cort were loners for a while and then we hung out with alyssa and lindsay and nicholas and sam and all of them. alyssa was soo stoned. she hadn't slept or eaten anything since sunday, and that worries me. she couldn't stand up straight. i wish she wouldn't be so dumb and i wish she wouldn't do drugs. but what can i do. i wish my friends wouldn't make such dumb desicions because they think their lives suck so bad. god. i don't want to have to go to my friends' funerals. i really don't. at the show this guy like his friends i guess stripped off his pants and underwear then threw him on the stage hahaha and then the lead singer [girl] of walls of jericho pulled him onstage and threw him into the crowd, and he's just holding his penis bahahaha. it was hilarious. then the rest of the guys ran across the stage and jumped into the crowd. it was so so funny. my neck hurts though. rahhh. god i hope he's okay..