Listening to: feel the pain [dinosaur jr.]
Feeling: cranky
i tried to take a nap today, since my dad woke us up early. but i slept for maybe twenty minutes and he woke me up again to say goodbye to my great aunt frida and great uncle wilmer. then i went back to sleep for maybe twenty minutes and these two screaming little boys woke me up by screaming.
that's alright though. if i slept too long i'm sure i would have had troubles sleeping tonight. oh well.
i feel bad because on the phone with colty last night, i had to be very quiet since my sister sleeps in the same room as me and my parents are close by. and then i heard someone come out of my parents room so i was very quiet, so he said, "i think we should slumber." but oh well.
only one more full day.
two years ago i was selling yearbooks at registration and i saw her and thought she was pretty and had cool clothes. then this year, i was real depressed and always upset except for the twenty minutes i had lunch and my friend and i would sit kinda by her table and talk about how i should talk to her and how i was scared. then one day i saw her in a hallway and asked what her name was and we started talking and i asked if she'd sit with me at lunch. we bonded over amelie and a mutual hate for the used. she's shy, but she gets really excited when you get her talking about the right subjects. her eyes change colors depending on the light angle, and it amazes me. she's real short (5'1.. and i'm 6'0). when she smiles her eyes light up. she's got a dry sense of humor and she's a bit sadistic. we were playing marco polo and she purposely ran me into a tree. one day we were going to cross a street and i just picked her up and carried her like a princess.
she does get prettier all the time. and i keep finding out that i'm liking her more and more. she's fantastic.
i love that book. even though charlie is a mess, i don't think he's the worst comparison in the world.