i honestly don't know how or when i'm going to break up with nick, or if i'm even going to. all i know is that i feel like i really should. i'm thinking, the longer i wait, the more hurt he'll be when we finally break up. he might hate me for a while at first, but i'm sure he'll forgive me eventually and we can be friends again. i just have this feeling that jessie whitney harley and all them are going to give me crap for it. i don't even know. what i do know is that i feel like summer should consist of me being single. i'm not sure why, i wasn't single for very long last summer...but then i haven't been single for a pretty long time. and i mean really single. i've always had some love interest i had a chance with, at least for a year. it's time to just be freaking single. i'm too young for this.