Listening to: Madison Avenue
Feeling: gloomy
PERSONALITY
yesterday we went to divisoria. to find cloth for my JS prom, that is. god why am i feeling bad about it. am i really an anti-social bitch who hates contact with people? got what i want, anywayz, a chinese dress. bought a skirt(god knows why i bought it in the first place), and flats! ballet shoes, the ones "in" today. yea, yea, dnt get started with me, i know what i'm saying and im not hypocrite either. so i wasn't planning to buy flats! so i've wanted to put on a pleated skirt in the deep recesses of my mind, just never entertained the thought of what i'll look like. i'm a girl, too, for chrissakes, enough of jeans and shirts and chucks and trainers for once...besides my 'mom made me wear flats ever since i was eight! it's not that"uso" or "in" that time...
anyhoo, received a letter from my dream university-UST. Yup, as expected i failed nursing but i'm an on-waiting list in AB Lit. what can i say, i'm stupid. took an exam in UPHR ( dnt even want to go study THERE), and my last school was PWU (Philippine Women's University), it's a good school, one of the oldest (i guess), and my aunt graduated there. :) Meg's persuading me to take an exam at MaDocs (Manila Doctors, sorry for the short terms), because she passed the nursing exams there, but i don't think i'll enjoy studying there.
now i dnt know what to do. should i continue takingexams in nursing or should i mind the on-waiting list thing so i can get in UST and be a proud thomasian? i always dreamed to be one, but talk about job oppurtunities! Literature is something i truly enjoy, but it would be practical if i take nursing, because i can get the hell outta this country, and off earning cash...
i wish someone would give me sign, just...something that would convince me of which path to go....path to instant job and a job that i dnt want that much, or the thing that've always wanted...read, read, read, and ...you know, anything related to literature....GODS...damn...
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