[149]2 years and still goin strong!

today's march 11, but i prefer the date to be march 10, cause it's my diary's2nd anniversary! if it weren't for an anonymous comment, (sweetxlies?thhanks! ;p)i would never notice,hehe.. march 9 we watched elektreseti, a copmedy play in our school performed by 3rd year masscom students. 50 bucks was worth it kasi natanggal talaga pagod and antok ko kahit 6oclock un show n pinili namen... then yesterday march 10 we ditched skul, (ala naman n kmeng classes) and went to sm manila para mag ktv! yes. adik barkada namen sa ktv...this time kasama namen si ehong and jemar and shara, and thanks god hindi kasama si bayabas hehe...saya naman...and sa kalagitnaan ng kantahan ngtxt kay melai si...guess what, si Hiroshi. my almost non-existent readers are probably wondering why his name have been missing in my entries since 2006. well, i really did it on purpose..nagpalit ako ng globe and stopped texting him. i'm so tired of playing circles with him, if he don't want to make a move then fine, i won't wait for him to do that kesa naman gumaya ako sa mga "manliligaw" niya at magpakababa... nung mag-decide akong i-ditch xa may nanliligaw sakanya nun, i saw her in friendster, hindi naman maganda. nakukulitan daw xa, and may pagka liberated daw kasi kaya nailang xa...talaga daw pinipilit xang maging bf.. then sabi na sakin kung ako daw ang nagsasabi ng mga ganun papayag daw xa, well,hell, what's up with that? then nung one time na ngkaroon kami ng misunderstanding (take note: hindi pa kme pero may away na, hehe) nagsorry xa saken then nag i love you. hindi ako kinilig, promise. i just found out that physical attraction lng ang naramdaman ko for him and tlgang mas mature p aq mag-isip s knya. ayoko naman ng ka-relasyon n ms isip bata p kesa saken...so i did what's the best thing to do..i stayed away from him.. hinahanap nia ako kila jinky, tinatanong nia kung bakit hindi ko daw xa nrereplyan sa sun, nakakatxt ko prin xa kaso once in a blue moon lng and nakausap ko xa sa cellphone once. ok lng naman so far...basta im glad he's finally out of my system..though ill do miss him pag bumalim n xa na japan.. it's al said and done..hmn...
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that's good i guess, that's what all men do to us innocent women anyways. i dunno how they could handle all the guilt, those morons.

but i'm still this stupid idiot in love with this boy, but i've now been resulted into being deads over him and not counting on him the very same time. it makes me feel a lot better now. so, here i am, hehehehe!!!

miss yah so much...mwah.

PS. can you please share jake? hehehehe!!! :p