yeah so that is how it feels.

Feeling: indulgent
yesturday: was a good day. went to the river walk to help out some local artist they were having a art show case down there. well i thought i would be helping out local artist but they stuck all the helpers and the kids art center and we helped little kids make picture frames i was so looking forward to helping out some artist so i could propsably ask them some questions and learn a thing or two. but oh well it was ok helping out the kids i helped out this one little kid he was so adorable. and there was another girl he parnet owned the consestion stand and brought her along and she got really bored and made like 5 picture frames and drawed alot of pictures. it was sad because theres this one girl she was tiring to talk to her and all the girl did was roll her eyes at the girl tring to be friendly . the girl was like this is a fun day and the other girl i would like to can picture fram maker just rolled her eyes at her. and first i was likeing picture frame maker then i just started to dislike her for being so roud to the little girl that just wanted to talk. anyways after helping i went to the daliy grind and got some coffee i tried their new grind crush mocha flavor of course. ahah then i went back to the show case and walked around and it made me feel untalented at art but then again they are been artist longer then i have been so i can really feel untalented. or overtalented. yeah it felt good looking at art and drinking coffee. well then i went home got online then went to work..... and the hole time i was a work i couldnt stop thinking about him and how cutie and sweet he is... cant wait to talk to him tonight and you know who you are... so yeah you are so going to talk tonight if not i will drive all the way to ny to kid nap you and we will go walk on the beach. today: well nothing really i got up at 10:30 and read comments on this thing and a smiled just rolled on my face when i saw two comments from him and smile always apeers when i think or talk to him i love it.i wish i could spend on hole day with him... i dont know if i could to that if i send one day i would want to spend more because he is that amazing. we hold hands a smile apeers then you know im thinking about you, you always seem to say the right words. they go togeather like peanut butter and jelly. i want to enjoy the beach sand in between my toes with you. and hear you say its going to take forever for you to get the sand off your legs. your heart is the most beautiful thing i have seen in years it beats the right beat and holds togeather oh so well. yes you are my littel teddy bear. and you bring me to life every night you will never let me down yeah that was just a little peom i wish it could be a little better because it is for someone that a adore very much. i hope he doesnt think i adore him to much. you know how some people can get but well hes not like other people i have meet. infatuation is then best when it has to deal with you. i cant spell so excuse me. -lovers and fellow encounters i dance for thee.
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[Anonymous]
i think i falling in love with u!!! ok i know i stole that but i think its true well maybe not ture i think we already fell... so what u do today umm i skipped school b/c i am pretty sick and umm figured work is enough lol, i hope ur comp starts liking me lol, i so so so tired from being sick, i was hoping if i stayed by my comp maybe u get home and we cant talk for a few mins before we both went off to work and umm u gotta wait for me tonight ah
[Anonymous]
Amanda To The Oh Oh's I still love you so.<3<3<3I am happy for you and your William.And I beg of you to not forget about your best friend ever.Or the love I will allways have for you sweet one.

XoXoXo
Amanda To The Pee Pee's
[Anonymous]
Speeling is a poor facsimile for expression. I'd rather have your touch of expression than my grasp of speeling anyday.
ur ur ur ur my blanket no thats no good, ur my pillow nope umm hmm, ur my fan, i got it!!!!!!!! I GOT IT!!!!

YOUR MY KRYPTONITE!!! LOL OK I STILL SILLY BUT THATS WHAT U ARE U CHANGED ME MORE THEN U KNOW!! AND WILL EVER KNOW I THINK OR MAYBE OR MAYBE THATS IT
[Anonymous]
ur nick name is is is is is umm omg i suck tonight u changed me
[Anonymous]
i think my page is nicer then urs hahaha and yes i can cook very well,
[Anonymous]
ooo and yes i can cook
[Anonymous]
I going to steal thoses glasses in ur sleep and wear them while i make u breakfest
[Anonymous]
i <3 ya
[Anonymous]
Thankx, although I havent updated in FOREVER.. hmm But I'm LOVIN your whole layout.
[Anonymous]
ur like a dream come true!!
[Anonymous]
if this is u getting back at me for fallin asleep yester day its not funny
[Anonymous]
ooo no, ur aims is killing me agian its not fair sadface....
[Anonymous]
i don't wanna add u to my friends list b/c ur more then just a friend its sucks... sit needs something else!!
[Anonymous]
i am so scard of u now... lol just kidding and kiddnapping i think it would be considered the other way lol that is a sweet poem and ur spelling is perfect to me!!!
[Anonymous]
not at all. im adding you too. = )

yeah i hate it when people steal stuff on here. i used to make icons and people would take them, but now i got the no right-click code.

indiana! and i was thinking you were in cali. im right next door in ohio! rock on.
Haha. I already know I'm going to be horrible at chess but oh well. It's something to do. I absolutly love your diary!
[Anonymous]
i guess we'll have to agree to disagree then.

i've never been to the grind. is it a chain? over here on the east coast, Starbucks and DunkinDonuts reign.
thanks. i thought mine was pretty killer too... that is, until i saw yours.

i.m addicted to coffee, and mocha is hands down my favorite flavor. rock on.