i think i drained my creativing on my writing on the last entry i dont know what to write i have so my thoughts but not the write words to decribe how im feeling about william,school,my futrur,amanda,what my plans for tomorrow are. i dont know. im just happy were im at right know talking to william and listening to music i know what thing is i need to work on my heart more lock myself up in my room and work work work.well there a profolio day sunday that i will me atending im a little desapointed that i dont have much to show im my profolio design class is the cause for that. i miss my art classes so i think i might drop out of that class and return which will be good for my other grades and credits. im ready to just take off... anyways i never thought i would ever fall in love and i just thought love was just the simple word to decribe lust but i was wrong its more right know i dont what much just my art and william nothing more no friend no i dont need them they are just here for entertainment well except for amanda which in the way it looks know i will not be able to get a hold of her anytime soon give that i havent talked to her in about a month and she is nolonger going online anymore. i have been thinking about imageaning what it will be like just to lay right next to william feel hes arms raped around me just laying there falling asleep and wakeing up to the moring sun in our face. and feel what it will be like waking up and the first thing you see is the face of the person you love. i want to share so many things with him and in time i will.....