still sick,have to go to work today sence i called off yesturday.my throat is feeling a little better then yesturday.i wish i wasnt sick last night it sucks. well spend last night talking to the one and only teddy bear hes so sweet.i need to do my math homework before work because i know i will not beable to do it after sence i have to close and once i get home im going to bed sence i have school.i dont know what to write i have no consatration latley i dont know whats wrong my parent think it is because i stay up all night on the computer but it not like i can help it i cant sleep i cant sleep theres nothing i can do about it. i dont what to say sleeping pill because i will feel all drossy in the morning and i dont what that. ill have to drop my ad design class which sucks because im in the process in likeing it sence im doing a painting for project xl in that class it going very well im painting in with my hands it awsome.i need to get shit togeather i dont now where to start i fucked some much shit up that i dont know how im going to fix it. well i have to go and do some homework and study for a math test i have monday as well i need to get a binder for that class and make some note to but in it so i will not get a bad grade when she grades them.im so freakin behind its nerve raking. - amanda