aloof! thats cool.. so much has happened mi mom came home on thursday... butt i ran away bc they fought again and it was terrible.. lets jsut say the cops got involved. i ran away.. i didint ahve anything butt mi cell.. i jsut ran... i was gone for a while.... i came home all muddy... and... i was taking care of thigns when she took off.. i had dinner in the oven everynight.. i had the house clean.... well now dad wont even let her around the property and all this crap... its hard.. they put me in the middle of it... andi hate it... really i do.. well i dislike it... im having a BBQ next weekend and mi mom is coming no matter what... she's mad bc i didint "stick up for her" it isnt mi fight... i miss mike.. i broke up with him for cory only to find otu cory 2timed me with mi best girl kristina... sarah is on mi case about everything... im too busy taking care of thigns at home.. i dont wanna deal with er shit... its that simple... mi priorities changed... mi "girls " call me mom now *hehe* its cool... i wish i could b a mother... theres so much crap happening at school... i didint go the otha day... i didint feel like it...i ahve bigger thigns to worry about.. mi mom is staying with my aunt... if/when she gets a place to stay ya ill visit butt i like being here.. with mi dad.. its... easier. calmer i guess you could say... i dunno... i have to work for allison tongith... ba bysitting her kids... its all good... i dont mind.... i have a tight ass schedule... joe hates me... and itsux.. i want him to be friends like we used to.. buti dont think it'll happen i miss mike a lot... i wanna see him... i dont know if he cheated on mi or not....butt i cant tell him bc then he'll know that cory told me.... so much stupid drama.... anthony (brother) got a drumset... ya... so nick called.... we're actually talking... we're telling eacother about our boy/girl friends... trying to make eachtoher jealous.. butt im not i want so bad to cry buti cant.. someone has to be strong