so ya... im confused,,,' sami i dont want to sound mean... butt he said he just doesnt want to b with you... him and i had something... we were engaged... i still care about him... butt i dont think i'll b able to get back with him bc nick just came back into my life....nick and i were together for a year and we shared everything... we thought noone could break us apart and we smashed a lot of faces to stay together,,, butt it wasnt enough...i know he says stuff about me,,, butt he was honest and told me what he said about me. it's 11:somethin in the morning... i couldnt sleep so i went outside and b rushed all the animals... im waiting for mi mom to get home... i went to a friends house on tuesday... and slept over... when i came home she left a note saying she's sayind at a friends house.. so ya i miss her... i told her everything that happened with matty ivy and britney and i... she doesnt want matty around.. the whole gang is pissed at him right now... bc or what he did to ivy and i i love meghan i love meghan i love pain in my ass... i love pain in my ass... i lvoe pain in my ass... i love smelly meghan.. i love meghan.... i love mi secret lover....*hehe* i miss matt webb.... i never talk tl him anymore