so today was an ok day.. i have group and we "talked" about some stuff... i wrote a poem.. its not that great.. butt here it goes I wake up with a smile Inside mi heart is breaking by mi loved ones and myslef My body is brusied and scarred I'm worn out, but i cannot sleep My dreams are memories.. deceit lies and pain are mi past The smile is fading ,but its there Confusion conquers me everyday..."can i trust them or are they using me?" Iwonder what would happen is i just left As the day faeds into night... A frown is cast upon mi smile shadowing it Tears sparkle is the moonlight as they roll down mi face But no one will notice, no one sees mi pain For tomorrow i will wake from an exhaustingslumber with a smile on Ready.. for another day.