fuck u sami... ur a little cunt.. and u dont even deserve the life u have. u may think ur all that... btt trust me u arent... and u better whatch what u say to me... u neva know what might happen... i do have friends.. real friends.. not bithes... i dont give a shit if any of u read this or even care... this is my journal and i will do what ever the fuck i want to... no im not with cory bc he fucked some other girls.... him and i were engaged... butt he doesnt know anything about me so this weekend is all a blur... i paried all weekend.. got high and kicked out of my best friends house for good. i went rafting with ivy,ashley,ant,jeremy,matt... i had ppl over all weeked... vanessa and ashley are still here and matt is coming over soon im taking the fall for someone.... they were high andi wasnt,.. butt i smelt like it... so i got introuble and disoned... bc of someone else... butt thats alright... im gonna tkae the fall..if i dont... the reall ppl would get in much more trouble then me... school is finally out... brenda and i pierced our top holes in our ears.. so we would remeber.... i havent talked to shroty in a few days and it makes me sad... matt webb is moving next door to me! it'll b cool. hes a good friend,,, i can talk to him.. and he's honest.. i miss seein him... i miss a lot of ppl... butt thats life nick and i are done and for the 1st time.. im over with him... butt it still gets me.. like i see 2 ppl kissing.. andi want that... i jsut need to find that again...