so dad found matty sleeping in my room this morning and he gave matty and i hell for it... matty is mi big brother... hes been there for me and last night i was there ofr him.. hes going through a rough time right now and needed someone and that someone was me... he came to me... im never gonna turn him down... never... so i talked to dana today(jeremys mom) she found me smoking pot the other day at her house... or so she thought... umm ya... i wasnt smoking at her house... i did it at my house... butt iwas covering for jeremy.. she to0ld me i had bad character and called mi mom (her best friend) a bad parent bc my mom is mi friend.. sorry thats rude... my mom is awesome.... seriously... sami- i get that ur sorry... butt no offence... butt ive taken mi anger out on my friends too.... butt u and i.... we were never friends... u always looked down on me.. what u did really hurt,,, im going through a lto of shit and cory was making me happy...when i was with him... i forgot aobut everything... butt now u helped take that away from me.. and made it worse...he wont even tlak to me and that hurts.. im tired of hurting everyone... i miss u Raynes