im mad butt im not.... so apparntly mi dad is seuing mi mom for full custody of my brother andi ..yet he put down the wrong birthdates and his anniversary day.... so i dunno.. that kinda gets me.... i dunno.. i think i broke mi knuckles punching the wall i stayed home from school today bc i feel like crap and need a break.... mi body is worn down. i fugured out that since last weekend when nick showed up... im nto over him.. i want so bad to get back with him... butt too much has happened.. ya he fucked up mi life..butt i screwed up his also... i dunno.. i know he lies...butti just cant stop thinking about him.... we were perfect.. or was that jsut a lie.. i dont know anymore... im lost... butt im not sure if i wanna be found... mi mom is at a friends house right now venting.... nothing seems to wanna go my way.. i met up with bob and dj. bob is getting an apt. soon in honesdale.. so im gonna stay with him on and off i guess...i dont know what mi mom is gonna do.. she'll probably ahve to move out... and thatll b a disaster.. i hope she gets a place in honsedale though.. she cant stay at a friends house again...