Ha ha I almost numbered this entry as 6 !! That would've been pretty funny and then you all would've laughed at me!! Well me n my boyfriend went to his work party. It was alright, even though basically went into it expecting it to be bad. I should really get over that whole insecurity. Its like I dont think that people will like me or be nice to me, and hey, sometimes they arent. But I guess that just doesnt mean that I shouldnt give other people a chance. Hmm...I might be turning into a better person. Scary Im so scared of graduating this year. Its just like, Ive finally realized that Ill never make it at college and so Im just not going. And now...wow...now I just dont know what to do. I dont even have a job to go out to after school. I really need to start looking even harder for a job. Its crunch time. I need to get serious about my life and just finally take control. ::Welcome To The Fallout::