How could you, how could you? ha ha. well me n case are pretty much the coolest people that i know. : )! well today was...long. -lol- but i made it through the week and im glad that it is over! we are so close to new york! ((yay for me n sarah!)) its going to be awesome. josh is takin me shoppin a little bit on saturday. nothin big. i just wana look at some jeans and snacks n stuff for new york and grab some of the cute st.patricks day stuff i saw at $ stuff! unfortunately i work on sunday night. poo. oh well, ya gotta do what ya gotta do. right? i feel like i have an ulcer! -lol- but school is really stressing me out right now, so it would be understandable. im just like barely holding on with my school work and well the social situation (or a certain lack of with some people) puts a bit of a strain on me. its just hard to go through the day when you feel like youre being judged and scorned by someone every step of the way. like, personally, im over it. and im probly being paranoid. i just always feel like the situation isnt civil or even non-existent, its still hostile. ya know? -sigh- im goin to relax tonight and watch like four episodes of judging amy! heck yes!