::Unload::

Okay, this entry is specifically for Kyleigh. Maybe Sherene I suppose, coz I think she might be angel266, but I dont know for sure. Ill just tell you what I want to say in here Kyleigh since 1)Us talking wouldnt work out Im sure and 2)You seem to be wanting to fight still, and Im trying to end that, so this might be easier. I am sorry. I am. No, Im not trying to be your friend. No, Im not trying to make anyone feel bad. Im just sorry. Its been like a month (maybe more) since we stopped being friends, and it kind of sucks that you (or your friends) are still wanting to fight about it. Yeah, I was wrong. Dont you think if I thought I wasnt, Id be trying to tell you that by now? I know that our friendship is over. I know that Ive done things that were stupid and were mistakes. I also know that you did, whether they relate to this specific situation or not. I dont want to fight. Arent we going to be graduating soon? Going out into the real world? Our lives arent going to be the same anymore, and we're not going to be high school kids forever. I think we're both above this kind of jr high fight. Am I even in your life right now? No. Aside from a few classes, Im not. I dont talk to your boyfriend, I dont talk to your friends, I dont talk to you. I dont talk about you. I dont bug you. So why are there still problems? I thought we could for once just disagree or have a fight, and decide not to be friends, and then drop it. I didnt know that a month later this was going to be still going on. I dont want to fight with you. I know that both of our lives are going to be good after high school. We've worked hard, we've had some good times, and some bad, and now we're ready to move on. Arent we? I know that you and Ryan will have your life all set up and Josh and I will have ours. Thats good. Im glad. Sure we dont have to be friends, but do we have to fight? Cant we just peacefully be...not? I hope so. I dont know. Say something, say nothing, it wont make much of a difference I suppose. But I hope that angel266, whether it be Sherene or anyone else, will leave me alone. No, my life isnt bad. Ive had my share of bad, and my decent share of good as well. Right now, my life is damn good. But even so, you dont know me. Youve never talked to me about personal things and my life and second hand knowledge is not enough to decide that you know what my life is or isnt. So please stop coming here and fighting someone elses battles, especially when they dont need to be fought.
Try to wash our hands of all of this. We never talk of our lacking relationships. And how we're guilt stricken sobbin with our heads on the floor. We fell through the ice. When we tried not to slip we'd say it.
Read 1 comments
okay sara, i havent dont shit to you...second...angel266 isnt me...so before you assume shit and write about me...ask first
[Anonymous]