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Hmph. Well we can just forget that whole "dad became sober in 2004". Because unfortunately it doesnt appear to be the truth. Hes such a bullshitter sometimes. I hate that crap. Ugh. He didnt even wait till 2005 to drink again. He did at Christmas and now he is again. Then he had the nerve to tell me that he knows his responsibilities! Yeah right. Thats why youve been so responsible in the past right dad? Whatever dude, I dont even feel bad about going out tonight now. Im just goina have a good time and forget all about him. But if I become a drunk, he can know it was all his fault for giving me that stupid gene in the first place, and then not teaching me that it can be overcome.
You thought you were there to guide me. You were only in my way. Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you.
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gahh i know exactly how it feels to have a dad like that. but uhm, sometimes, be glad that even though he's like that, you still have him and stuff. i love your diary by the way. happy new year.
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