Eh. Im self destructing. Really. Lol. I stayed up all night. Literally. I went to sleep around 8 this morning. Then slept until 3. That cannot be good. And Josh is making me crazy. I pretty much hate my life. He seems to think that since Im the one who did all these horrible things to him, he can treat me like shit. And that really isnt fair. Thats no kind of friendship. If he has to be an asshole and get back at me all the time, then he really hasnt forgiven me. And I cant even handle that right now. Im going to have to have a talk with him. He just dumps on me all the time. He just thinks he deserves it, he thinks that I owe it to him. Sigh.