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by fallout
I want you to be free. Dont worry, about me. And just like the movies. We'll play out our last scene. You wont cry, I wont scream.
Unfortunately enough, I am still feeling sick! I hate being sick! I just hope that I get better soon enough. Im trying to decide what Im going to do about the rest of my life, and its rather confusing. Im just lost as to what Im going to do. I have no job. I dont have the money or the grades or even the will to go to college. I dont have someone to just take care of me. (Hey, wouldnt that be the life?) So Im going to have to figure something out. But Im running out of time, and I still have no real ideas as to what I should do. *shrug*
Your attitude is welcome, welcome. Your solitude is welcome, welcome.
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im not trying to bite ur head off, okay? sorry. im just upset about alot of things right now, and that stupid test and retarded town arent high on the list.
first of all, its been like 3 days, and ive been doin this for 5 years. so... i mean, 3 days isnt gonna cut it. im not gonna be over it. so i guess if u dont wanna hear about it then just say so, and i wont come crying to you. secondly, that doesnt happen to be my only problem, thanks.
well, sara, you dont really seem like you want to be helping. so if thats the case then just dont. i dont tell you stuff cause i dont feel like you really wanna hear it. and if i try to talk to you about ryan all i get is, *sigh*, kyleigh, youll be fine.
sara, thats not what im saying and you know it. im saying thats all you ever say, and you say it in this bored, oh here we go again voice. so, like, am i supposed to know that i can just come to you with all my problems and whatever and youll be there for me from that??? i dunno, i just dont really feel like you wanna be bothered with it, so i was just gonna not come to you. and this is stupid, like, i dont wanna fight.
You HAVE to go to college and at least be able to say you could take care of yourself if you wanted to. Hopefully my boo will be able to do that! :) Just plaayiin.. Have a good day!
Bethany
[Anonymous]
Well I hope you feel better and figure out what you want to do with your life!
[Anonymous]
oh my sara, it's definitely not you...just someone that has somewhat the same name as you :D

...grr...people, i know! ahh!

But hun, i know you'll be fine. Everythng will turn out fine, i promise. God has a plan for you and he's working on it, you're gonna go to college and you'll always be the awesome person that you are! Dont let nayone tell you any different! &heart; I LOVE YOU HUN! &heart;

.:*Johna*:.
[Anonymous]
haha, the little heart thinggy didn't work!! oh well! you get the picture! I LOVE YOU! *Mwah!!*
[Anonymous]
: Whoa : This is aimed at Johna's comment... Same name as her, as in me? Cause I have the same name as her, and I'm sure there are no problems between the two of us any more

::shrug::
maybe you should just depend on your boyfriend for the rest of your life...thats what i would do if i was you...no i dont have a diary(anymore)

*Smile like you mean it*

tlaf, YOUknowWHO
[Anonymous]
ive decided i want it back click me up sometime!!! i got your back dont worry about life ...u freako
[Anonymous]