geez. its just me n boo tonight. kell n case are both at the dance, then their friends houses and mom n dad are working. -fun fun- actually hes being pretty good and just watching dragon tales. -lol--sigh- my mom told me some stuff about my dad today and while im not going to give any details, this is still supposed to be a diary for me and so ill just say that its kind of depressing. its just so weird to have a moment of clarity when you see things for what they really are. just to think that there are people that i wouldnt even associate with for certain things, and to think that my own father has or has had most of those qualities. oh well. i just want josh to get home from work and call me.