Ok so why the fuck am I always greeted with "You're so tiny!!! I can like fit my arms around you and there's so much room left!" I am not tiny. I am not fat. I am not skinny. I am just....normal? i wore my awesome belt today. yay. and my cool new vans. i'm talking to him right now. online. he still makes me feel uneasy...ever since we were like...practically in love with each other. now everything's different and I realized how stupid and immature i was. but i still miss him. and things he'd do. i couldn't sleep last night til like...2 in the morning. first of all i was really excited because of something my mom told me...so i was all hyper at 11:30 and usually i'm in bed at 11. So I didn't really get into bed until 12 and like 5 minutes of lying in my bed goes by and then I see this flash in the corner. another minute. my computer turns on. my cell phone and ipod (which were being charged) light up and turn on. I got so scared because I absolutely HATE when the power goes out. Which happens a lot. I think my mom is going to take me to salzer's!!!! I can't wait!