I'm not sure of anything right now...except that I never expected things to be like this. She thinks I'm angry. But she thinks I'm angry because I'm hurt. But I found it amusing her name was Lola. Cuz that's like my nickname...and that's her name. She seems really nice. But it's just another person to talk to. I need to not be so vulnerable. We're going to "work on it". I'm not a car. You can't fix me that easily. But whatever. I know my mom doesn't like paying for this. She told me it's like $100 each time. And I found out Tyler Pope was talking shit about me & called me a slut. Dude what the fuck? I don't even talk to him & I thought we were like...cool with each other now. Whatever. But like last year he used to call me a prude. Fucking loser. I hope I don't wake up tomorrow morning.