yeah sooo.
today i slept til 3.
i really woke up at like 11 but i got into (another) fight with my mom so all i wanted to do was crawl back into bed and sleep.
which left me feeling extremely guilty when amanda called and asked if i was going to tara's.
because i didn't want to.
and now i'm not going to see tara for a whole month.
skylar is a dumbfuck. he got a mohawk. it looks dumb.
oh well.
at least he isn't my boyfriend.
i'm confused.
what am i to do?
don't ask further questions, i don't feel like letting you in on who i like if you don't already know.
i died/cut my hair.
mmm so the kjee summer round up was more fun than all my other days.
hot hot heat=amazing.sexual.hott.
on monday john + i went to the movie.you know what went down. obviously not me.
he asked me out+ i said no.
then i met amanda.marissa.tara. and we saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants.
then we sat around waiting for pizza.
off to my house where we sat on the kitchen floor.talked.pigged out.played i never.
tara left and i slept on the floor while marissa+amanda shared my bed. even though i don't think marissa ever went to sleep.
i hate hate hate how they don't tell me anything.
i mean, i suppose it isn't any of my business, but still.
on tuesday night i believe we had a sleepover.
the boys came over, isaac.shaun.marc.curtis. and we were outnumbered until amanda came.
4 tacos were consumed by yours truly.
isaac only beat me by 2.
loser.
i was so antisocial. i sat alone. curtis tried talking to me i guess but i wasn't listening.
so then i watched muppet treasure island.
the boys left.
we raided the kitchen.
watched robin hood. (with the foxes)
cuddling.spooning.sleep.
i woke up to the sounds of aladdin.went back to sleep.woke up.left.
wednesday night i was basically grounded. barnes+noble and sansai. with the units.
thursday um. marissa's house.amanda's house.
i'm such a home wrecker.
i can't remember what else.
friday we went to the mall.me.tara.amanda.
california.pizza.kitchen.+seeing.charly=yum
josh graves was there + he hung out with us.
we had to go so byebye lovurrrs.
home.no dinner.underground.
basically i chilled with reid/charly/josh/brooke/amanda/drew.
good guys/mall parking lot/gas station/"look at that ash"/thunder boys/arm hickeys/couch orgasms/cuddling/hugs=my night
drew is way cool. seriously. i love that kid.
reid=boy of my dreams.
grrr.
i hate ojai.
so far yet so close.
tomorrow/today is father's day.
whoop.dee.doo.
this means my friends will be spending "quality time" with their dads at breakfast+brunch+lunch+dinner and i will be stuck at home.all day.yelled at.saying i'm good for nothing.(true)being told to read my fucking english honors book.oh yes and then of course the ojai band. ojai damn ojai.
oh god there's this guy at the ojai band and he really freaks me out.
he looks at me.
and says "how's it goin?"
and looks at me some more.
and then i walk away.
last night i watched how to deal and i cried.
it's so cute. i love that movie.
jordan called. i missed her call. then aim was fucked up so i couldn't talk to her. oh well.
i want a sleepover next week. her+me+marissa+amanda=a night of tremendous fun and extreme dancing and wonderful pictures and hott sex.
sleeping outside is a definite must.
i'm done. this is way too long.Listening to: "the bad touch"- bloodhound gang
yeah sooo.
today i slept til 3.
i really woke up at like 11 but i got into (another) fight with my mom so all i wanted to do was crawl back into bed and sleep.
which left me feeling extremely guilty when amanda called and asked if i was going to tara's.
because i didn't want to.
and now i'm not going to see tara for a whole month.
skylar is a dumbfuck. he got a mohawk. it looks dumb.
oh well.
at least he isn't my boyfriend.
i'm confused.
what am i to do?
don't ask further questions, i don't feel like letting you in on who i like if you don't already know.
i died/cut my hair.
mmm so the kjee summer round up was more fun than all my other days.
hot hot heat=amazing.sexual.hott.
on monday john + i went to the movie.you know what went down. obviously not me.
he asked me out+ i said no.
then i met amanda.marissa.tara. and we saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants.
then we sat around waiting for pizza.
off to my house where we sat on the kitchen floor.talked.pigged out.played i never.
tara left and i slept on the floor while marissa+amanda shared my bed. even though i don't think marissa ever went to sleep.
i hate hate hate how they don't tell me anything.
i mean, i suppose it isn't any of my business, but still.
on tuesday night i believe we had a sleepover.
the boys came over, isaac.shaun.marc.curtis. and we were outnumbered until amanda came.
4 tacos were consumed by yours truly.
isaac only beat me by 2.
loser.
i was so antisocial. i sat alone. curtis tried talking to me i guess but i wasn't listening.
so then i watched muppet treasure island.
the boys left.
we raided the kitchen.
watched robin hood. (with the foxes)
cuddling.spooning.sleep.
i woke up to the sounds of aladdin.went back to sleep.woke up.left.
wednesday night i was basically grounded. barnes+noble and sansai. with the units.
thursday um. marissa's house.amanda's house.
i'm such a home wrecker.
i can't remember what else.
friday we went to the mall.me.tara.amanda.
california.pizza.kitchen.+seeing.charly=yum
josh graves was there + he hung out with us.
we had to go so byebye lovurrrs.
home.no dinner.underground.
basically i chilled with reid/charly/josh/brooke/amanda/drew.
good guys/mall parking lot/gas station/"look at that ash"/thunder boys/arm hickeys/couch orgasms/cuddling/hugs=my night
drew is way cool. seriously. i love that kid.
reid=boy of my dreams.
grrr.
i hate ojai.
so far yet so close.
tomorrow/today is father's day.
whoop.dee.doo.
this means my friends will be spending "quality time" with their dads at breakfast+brunch+lunch+dinner and i will be stuck at home.all day.yelled at.saying i'm good for nothing.(true)being told to read my fucking english honors book.oh yes and then of course the ojai band. ojai damn ojai.
oh god there's this guy at the ojai band and he really freaks me out.
he looks at me.
and says "how's it goin?"
and looks at me some more.
and then i walk away.
last night i watched how to deal and i cried.
it's so cute. i love that movie.
jordan called. i missed her call. then aim was fucked up so i couldn't talk to her. oh well.
i want a sleepover next week. her+me+marissa+amanda=a night of tremendous fun and extreme dancing and wonderful pictures and hott sex.
sleeping outside is a definite must.
i'm done. this is way too long.
im sorry shlowen. i love you
uhh...hellooooo
seems like you are doing pretty well
hows it going??
take care