today.sucked. i went to school. couldn't cry anymore. all the tears were gone. got hit with a volleyball twice. got sexually harassed on the bus. was ignored again in geometry. and got 100% on the quiz. went to band. felt loved. left notes in justin's locker. went to subway. wasn't in the greatest mood towards cameron. tech lit went byb too slow. i can't sit next to this kid anymore. i think i'll say i have a huge crush on carrick & need to sit next to him. this kid should be in special ed. i almost started crying in sdl. a lot. but then i wrote a note to justin. and things got better? i walked home. seeing more than one couple suck face. i wrote an angry note. but i'm going to burn it. just as soon as i stop feeling sick. and as soon as my mom leaves. i went to see my counselor about transferring. he was ok with it. and amazingly enough i'm ranked 3rd in my class. but it still makes no difference to me. because i get no recognition. and then my mom and i had dinner. girls night. i told her things i didn't think i'd tell her. but i have to go. i feel REALLY SICK.