It's only 8. It feels like 10:30. I still have homework. SHIT. I hate when she asks if I'm ok. Like she knows me. If she did know me she'd know I'm not ok and that i lie every single time she asks that. So umm Friday was Amanda's birthday. We went to the mall for a long time. Had dinner at CPK and yeah. Whenever we go there we always laugh so hard we cry. It's pretty fabulous. Then we went home. Because her dad wouldn't let us come over and watch a movie. Or go to anyone's house and watch a movie. So I went home and fell asleep really soon. The next day I woke up, watched TV and got ready to leave at 2. Tara's dad got us each a pure chocolate. And it was off to Santa Barbara Youth Symphony. We had a 2 hour rehearsal. Then an hour break, in which they supplied us with pizza. (Thank the Lord) Then the concert. It was pretty fun I guess. It wasn't like a normal concert though. Yeah so we got out of there at like 8:30 and got back at 9 so I just went to Tara's house and we started watching Pirates of the Carribbean (we played the song and it motivated us to watch the movie) but we both fell asleep. Before we watched it tho, we were SO hyper. I love that girl so much!!!!!! And then this morning we woke up & my mom took me home to shower, etc. We left at 11:15 and got wendy's but were running really late. Then we had like 2 other things to do before we could get on the freeway so we were worried we'd be late. We get there and NOBODY is in there. So Tara asks Jan why nobody's there & it's because there was no rehearsal @ 12:30 and we're just stupid. So we got to go downtown (with no money, damn) and her and i went around seperately from my parents. I fell in love. (with shoes, of course) They're neon green. And I do love them oh so much. And I put cork grease on my lips cuz I thought it was chapstick. We bought skylar these porn stickers for his birthday. One says "Masturbation is not a crime" and another says "porn" and is sparkly in the shape of a star and I forgot the other one. But yea I had to take them so her parents wouldn't see. So we went back at 2:30 and got ready for the concert. It was basically the same as yesterday's except they weren't serving wine so there weren't any drunk men weezing or hollering (lol it really did happen) and yea. My parents had to stay & help clean up so I helped and I fell on a table as I was rolling it & everyone saw & i was so embarassed & I cut my leg. Yeah...everyone didn't stop making fun of me. And it still hurts. Then we went to dinner with chris (i swear he's the devil) and umm...now im here. procrastinating and wanting SLEEP. tomorrow should be...not fun.