Drift & Die
Forgotten thoughts of yesterday
through my eyes I see the past
Well I don't know I don't know I don't know why
I Believe I Believe I Believe in the truth, from inside
go away go away go away from me
leave me alone
ignorance spreads lies
how much will money bye
Well I'll take my time as I drift and die
Unwanted live my life a shame
Who's to blame for my mistakes
Well I don't know I don't know I don't know why
I Believe I Believe I Believe in the truth, from inside
go away go away go away from me
leave me alone
ignorance spreads lies
how much will money bye
Well I'll take my time as I drift and die
as I drift and die [x2]
ignorance spreads lies
how much will money bye
Well I'll take my time
As I drift and die [x5]
Well, It's been somewhat of an eventful weekend. I enjoyed every moment of it. Apart from letting someone down majorly. I will go into more details in another entry, when i'm more awake. Basically, spent the whole weekend with her, only to tell her ealier tonight, that i wasn't over her. I feel like a complete asshole. However all the things i said to her, were spoken from the bottom of my heart, I meant every word. Yes, you are sexy, Yes, you are gorgeous. Yes, I like you a lot. Unfortunately, when I'm with you, things always remind me of her. I'm obviously not fully over her yet. So i'm sorry for letting you down like that. It was hurting too much, think of it this way, however. It's better I did it now, than 3 months down the line, when we would have been closer. I supposed I saved you a lot of pain. I wouldn't be surprised if you ever talk to me again. All I can say is I'm sorry.
Ciggy, then bed. Or a ciggy in bed? While i read my book? :D Ugh. I'm at work with my dad tomorrow.
Hope we can still be friends. I'm always here for you, whenever you want to talk. And for her too.
I'm sorry.
x
umm e-mail me sometime
lunagoddess_22@yahoo.com