What have I missed?

by iaminsane
Feeling: illuminated
Rose of Sharyn Numb and broken, here I stand alone Wondering what were the last words I said to you Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time Can I turn back time? What would I give to behold The smile, the face of love? You never left me The rising sun will always speak your name Numb and broken, here I stand alone Wondering what were the last words I said to you It won't be long, we'll meet again What would I give to behold The smile, the face of love? You never left me The rising sun will always speak your name It won't be long, we'll meet again Your memory is never passing It won't be long, we'll meet again My love for you is everlasting I mourn for those who never knew you It won't be long, we'll meet again Your memory is never passing It won't be long, we'll meet again My love for you is everlasting Well it's been time since i posted on here. Seems people are still reading as I have comments :) To Kacy, As Ste says, you call me trendy and u were wearing a burberry skirt on Saturday? The word "hypocrite" comes to mind :) To "annonymous", I don't have a problem "not" fitting in anywhere, I don't belong to one "type" of people. I have mates all over the place. The song is just a song I was listening to during the entry, had no meaning towards it whatever. Now go back to your sad little life, or tell me who u are. KTHXBYE. To Ste, A week tomorrow "Tuesday" dude, and we'll be in Birmingham! :D Soz I wasn't out on Sat, no money. :) To Luna, I haven't been online for a bit hun, so I'll go check my mail after this entry :) and I'll send a reply, nice to hear from you! Now to the entry. I managed to fix my cable, and everything was fine, until Saturday, then the bastard clutch cable went again.. the damn thing was only 3 days old!!!! That uber pissed me off. So of course, I still don't have a car at the moment, and i'm having to borrow my mum's to go to work, which is highly annoying, and the damn thing feels like a bus. No doubt most of you are aware, i'm going out with Hazel, unfortunately, she's fucked off to tenerife for 4 days on a hen do, but she's back on Tuesday. Anyways, apart from all that, i think i'm getting another fucking chest infection, which is a major bummer. Nothing new to report really tho. >=]
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ahhhhh....well i had heard differently off someone else..very sorry.but if you want to know i was mostly upset cos you had come to be one of my closer friends so thats what hurt not knowing whether or not i would be able to have you back as close friend-the thought depressed me so much that i was totally fucked in about 10 after you left by drinking half of that bottle of vodka straight.
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yeah but thats time ago man, I owe u a drinking battle :P
or that dreaded friday night
na i just remember new years eve,
steven dearest.

1. i knew u meant 3 quarters, u ass hat.
2. You underestimate my drinking skills.

nuff said.
and u toss head by "3/4" i meant 3 quarters
blah blah o.0 twas a shit load of vodka my friend and lightweight :O dude id drink u soo far under the table u'd be drinking with chinese men within the hour
and furthermore, the vodka i left there had an ABV of 40%.. Whereas Smirnoff only has 38%.

That means more alcohol, and therefore more potent stuff.. 3/4 bottle of smirnoff my ass, that would kill u, and u know it :P

now stop exagerating (sp?)

p.s. ABV = Alcohol By Volume
Ste, u couldn't down half a bottle of water u fucking lightweight.

now STFU and or leave a constructive comment.. jebus, my diary is getting packed with shit :P
lol half of a £5 bottle of vodka?! that it lol i drank 3/4 a bottle of Smirnoff vodka straight when i was 15 thats fucked up... 2 sips of vodka is what gerbals drink =/
hey mate
how are you. yeah i sent you an e-mail back its also good to hear from you.
well hun, i'll tell u now.. I would be honoured to have u as a close friend still. If you're not too hooked up about the whole shindig then i would love havin u as a friend still :)

and i'm sorry for the pain i caused u. I honestly didn't mean to..

Drink vodka straight fucks u up :P
awww poor you,i wasn't trying to be a hypocrit and for the last time IT WAS NOT A FUCKING BURBERRY SKIRT!
.....meh sorry for being a bitch hope everything with hazel works out.
hugs<
lmao i'm sorry i was really drunk...and i think i was high since jo had been smoking something right next to me and apparently you can get high just from inhaling it so do the math i started drinking at about 6 that saturday-so yeah.....sorry
ste shut the fuck up-yeah ive admitted that i am immature at times but at least i'm mature enough to admit it.RIGHT,THAT IS THE END OF THAT CONVERSATION ON MATURITY.
Ah well you see, yeah ur more mature than her, but if you'd have even touched my car, i'd have known, and i'd have known it was u or Jo.. No-one else had as much of a negative passion for me as u 2 did. gutted.

YEAH STE SMACKDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOT!!!!!!

LOL

ahh

there is that lack of maturity... wanting to "wreck" his car...

spit dummy out much??
just because she's realised that she's fighting a losing battle doesnt mean she's "mature" thats called a sign of life in between her ears....

HELL YEAH DUDE SMACKDOWWWWNNNNNNNNN 26TH APRIL BIRMINGHAM BABY YEEAAAAAAHHHHH YOU CANT SEEE MEEEE SUUUCCCKKKKAAAAA!!!




anyways dude ill spk to you tonight on msn :D
good good hope you get better soon
and i am more mature than jo thankyou very much...lol
tho i can be a total child when i want to be(eg finding out your going out with hazel-and me getting drunk and standing outside vies and having the overwhelming urge to wreck your car-sorry)
bye bye-english is a calling
yeah it makes sense. I'm glad we can still be friends, shows you're more mature that i thought :) Shame I can't say the same thing about Jo :(

I'm good thanks hun, i'm getting a bastard chest infection, but apart from that i'm good :)
and i meant that people slating you gets to me not you gets to me...meh does that make sense cos it doesn't really to me
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:( i can't do cos i'm at school and its benn banned or something like that.anyway hows you?
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see now thats more like it. less bitching, it wasn't u at all :)

Now get ur ass on msn, so i can chat to ye
hope you better soon x