Hello
playground school bell rings again
rain clouds come to play again
has no one told you she's not breathing?
hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
hello
if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream
don't try to fix me i'm not broken
hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
don't cry
suddenly i know i'm not sleeping
hello i'm still here
all that's left of yesterday
I'm lovin Evanescence at the moment, the music and Amy Lee are just so fucking awsome.
Anyways, went out this weekend, n it was shit. There was no-one out hardly, in fact veez was quieter than on a friday night. I'm really fed up of that place now, it's the same people every week, and the same shit.
Jo was out, which was a pleasant surprise, and I told her a few things I had to get off my chest, I feel better now. I've also thought that maybe I don't like her as much as I thought I did, and we'd be better as friends. This i'm sure will come as good news to her, which it should. I'm spending far too much time hooked up on old obsessions and it's doing me in.
I got the offer of moving in with Ste, me and him in his house, as his parents are moving away and his mum would prefer us to have the house, which is somthing to think about.
My car still isn't fixed, but we're getting closer, i've decided what i'm doing with it, it's getting an engine refurb, I just need to ring some people and sort it out, then I can have it fully back on the road, which will be awsome, as not havin a car it utter shite!
Not really much else to report i'm afraid. Met some new girls down veez on Saturday, which was different, so we'll see what happens there.
oh! and...
Problem 1: Solved.
Problem 2: Waiting...
Problem 3: Solved.
Problem 4: Processing... (23%)
Problem 5: Waiting...
Basically :)
hmmmmz >=]
x
Just a stupid little crush I had.
Always,
Charles
Not sure why.
♥
Devan
:]
♥