I am Loco
Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
Something I could never be will guide me to the new
Light
Frustrated
Sedated
I pray to myself
God please
Don't take away from me
The only fucking thing
That I learned to believe
I am becoming the monster
You promised to keep him away
Now I feel like he's living in me!!!
Anyway, I could never ever be
What you think is right for me
Are things that I will not believe
I want to start a new life
Get myself a sharp knife
Look into my own life
Kill things I don't like in me
But sometimes I feel OK
And think I'm unique
You always try to critique
I turn my back on it anyway
Sucker! Punk-ass motherfucker!
I am loco!
Te falta un poco!
To get your ass in a choke-hold!
Just kill me - I can't breathe
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn - come to terms
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn
I'm crying, I feel like I am dying but I'm trying
I beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf
Life is not forever
But if life will stay together
I would have a friend in my depression, have an end
But I've been thinking
And thinking always gets me into trouble
But since I have a double personality
I wasn't me you see
Now I'm a refugee
And everything inside of me is just a part of my
Disease!!!
Just kill me - I can't breathe
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn - come to terms
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn
Today, I have been in one of the best moods i've been in for a long time, but I can't think why!? I woke up this morning, and instead of being all drowsy and unsociable, like I normally am on a Monday morning, I was all energetic, and happy, and loving it. Seems strange, might have had somthing do with the weather. I thought that by my getting a parking ticket, it would have brought the good mood to an end, but alas, thus far has continued!
Been in college, had a maccy's with danny. Missioned back to Clitheroe, chilled with mates, went to meet Hazel. Then work, and here I am. SMACKDOWN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! Must be going to bed soon though!
Quoted from Caddy: "Chew theres a reason ure not on my frends list on my diary and that is because i dont want u to read it"
First off Caddy, why on earth would you post that comment on your own diary, telling me why i'm not on your friends list, when I'm not supposed to be able to read it anyway? That makes no sence at all.. you're thicker than I thought.
Second, I can still read it, and everytime I do, I realise you're a little more pathetic than the last time.
Thirdy, You're a cunt. And no, I won't stop slating you, I'll even do it to your face if you want? If you feel I'm "hiding" behind my computer. Of course, you'd know.
/rant
Anyways, i'm off to bed.
>=]
x
looks like quake 2 me
back to the story , maccies wi danny... hes a pl33b , u shoulda come round mine and gimme a liftz0rs or some shit u inconsiderate fucktard
I quite like placebo..
I've had a mini obsession over the past few days. Oh well..
How're you anyway?
Jo x