Last Summer
The Friday sun bears down again
As we drive with our friends
And on these longest days we spend
All the time trying to pretend
That our stories could be true
Wanting to be cool
The setting sunset says the day is through
If only we knew...
And we all sit around here in our home town
Listen to the waves as they all crash down
And watch the fire as it slowly burns away
Glowing embers fly across the sky your
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
I let you watch it all, the view from our last summer
The view from our last summer...
We trace the sun across the sky
And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye)
And we all sit round here in our home town
It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope will never fade
Glowing embers fly across the sky your
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
I let you watch it all, the view through our last summer
The view from our last summer...
I would stop time to stay with you
I would stop time so we don't move
I would stop time
I would stop time
I would stop time to keep you
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
I let you watch it all, the view from our last summer
So, a mixed, but generally decent weekend has just past. I shall explain.
First off, friday night after work I went up to see Kacy at a wedding do... first off she looked completely stunning, even if the dress she was wearing was a little lose fitting :p but still gorgeous, but then again I don't expect any less from her :p
See this poses a bit of a problem, because 1. She's with caddy, 2. I do really like her still, and with considerable meaning. You see, I would love to be with her again, and i'd be definate about it, but at the moment there is a little too much shit flying around for it to work comfortably, not only between me and Caddy, but me and other girls. See there is sam, she's recently been txtin me, and said that..... ooooooo wait a minute, NiN - Closer just came on :D ......anyways, she's said that she wants to get back with me (yes back we "dated" a couple of years back). This poses a problem because sam is cool, and I don't want to hurt her either, I was up for the idea of maybe getting back with her, spent Saturday night with her, but thinking of Kacy quite a bit. I don't have it in my heart to tell sam I don't really want her, there is only one girl I want at the moment, and there's no need to say who, it's obvious.. (p.s. it's ste ;)) but she's with someone who she's apparently happy with. This has nothing to do with the fact he's my arch enemy, but I can't believe Kacy is saying she's happy with him. She's told me on numerous occasions she wants to be with me. She even sent me a txt after I left her on Friday saying she'd txted caddy and said she think she'd be better off with me. Now she was drunk at the time, so I'm not quite sure what to take that as. It could be the truth, which I would be happy about, Caddy has already figured it out anyway. However much I like Kacy, she needs to be 100% sure about it before making any moves. See I'm 100% sure I want Kacy, I get on with her, she's gorgerous and I get on with her family, as an added bonus. I know i'm rambling, but if I don't get all this emotional shit out of me now, i'm going to be churning it round in my head all night.
So we've got Sam, who is nice, but she's not who I want, but i've already stopped at hers, and I got the "I don't want to be hurt" speech.. So this poses a problem, as I don't really want sam, but I wouldn't know how to let her down, I couldn't let her down now. Which is why it's better Kacy stay with caddy for a bit, see how things work. Then again, we'd both be in a relationship we're not 100% comfortable with, whereas it would be perfect between us. Then there's Gemma, who is slightly less of a problem, but a problem not to be forgotten. I went out with her for about 2 weeks just after my car broke down, and although she's a nice lass too, I wasn't comfortable with her, so I ended it, but she seems to think there might be a chance we can get back together, apparently she loves me, after 2 weeks.. PAH! She doesn't know what love is.
Yeah, so that was a ramble and half, if it doesn't make sense, fuck it, i cba changin it.
Saturday I was up early ringing around to find an engine for my car, managed to find one and went to pick it up. My dad took me, and we picked the engine up, then spent from about half 10, till about half 7 in the evening putting the engine in my car, we managed to do it, and get it running perfectly, the engine is absoloutly mint!! I set off from Wayne's with it all working fine, got back and a bolt had come out of the suspension arm on the passenger side, so I had to trail into town to try and find it, cos i thought I knew where it came off.. I managed to find it, so I went home, bolted that up, tweaked the gear linkage and connected an earth strap up and it was sorted, coulple of other things to do 2morro just to check and go over it, make sure it's all still ok. After i'd finished with the car, I grabbed a shower and went out, picked ste up and landed down veez. Dancing to closer on your own is shit, especially when it's a song I usually dance to with Kacy. Unfortunately she couldn't make it out. The rest is just sam and hannah and ste and other random people :P
On the way back from veez to sam's, I stopped at a petty station to get some skins and a drink, when I got back in the car it wouldn't start, nothing happened when I turned the key, the dash lights came on, but nothing kicked over. So I thought I'd fucked it, but thought it could have been the starter motor, because it wasn't even kicking over. I called the recovery out, after half an hours wait he came fiddled with a wire on the starter motor and it burst into life! I felt a bit of a dipstick, seen as I'd just spend all day putting that engine in, and somthing as simple as that was the problem.
Anyways, got up Sunday, took ste home, mooched into Clitheroe to try and find peeps, then went to home, and chilled there before work. After work Ash rung me, so I went for a bit of a smoke, and now I'm here.
So overall it's a pretty mixed weekend, but good at the same time, and even though i'm tired, i'm feeling pretty fantastic! I've just got to get my head around Kacy, or my arm, my arm would be good :P
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i love you!!!!
anyways sam?thats hazels bestfriend right?
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