Do people think it's somehow easier on this side? Do they really think that enjoyment comes from everything I say and feel? That has got to be the laugh of the century. There is no great and wonderful master plan that is suddenly going to stop me from being the way I am. I can't just STOP. It's who I am, and it's gonna take awhile. It's a wall. A HUGE nasty wall that doesn't seem all that easy to climb, so it has to be torn down. Brick by fucking brick. If you can't wait that long for me to do it, then you might as well not even bother with me.