{52} Is it worth it?

Listening to: Tom Petty
Feeling: alone
Gosh... im stuck right now. I am soo lost and i need to make a decision that will either make one of my best friends even closer to me, or not one at all. i have no clue what to do. i almost feel like i should keep my mouth shut becuase things are going so good right now. He makes me soo happy, and i never want to loose the feeling i have when i am around him. I want to say how i feel so bad, but i dont want to be the only one who feels that way and most of all i dont want to lose him. I cant make a choice for him and i have no clue how he thinks of me, or if he thinks of me as more than a friend. Some people think i should just take the chance and tell him. Just say it, and if he doesnt feel the same then i know how things are going to be. If he stops being my friend i shouldnt get angry because he will never be what i want him to. But i want soo much more than for him to just like me. If i cant have that i want his friendship. I want all i can have from him because i love him so much. I guess this is somewhat a typical problem most people have. I just dont feel like its a typical problem. I dont know what i should do... I i have no clue. I am so completely undecided, i want to scream. I should scream, but i wont. well if anyone has been in this situation, please help me out, or just give some advise. im in dire need of some right now. later.
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yeah sorry about not calling you back, i always get fuckin sidetracked. anyway i hope your weekend is going good i havent heard from you lol. anyway i think that you should tell tyler, because if he is the good guy that we both believe he is, even if he doesnt feel the same way about you he shouldnt stop being your friend. and if he stops being your friend then what can you do? at least you expressed how you feel. its a lot harder said than done-
oops i mean easier said than done but theres only one way to find out, and poisoning him with truth serum isnt one of them. besides, im all out :). but thats just what i think, just do what you feel is comfortable because at the end of the day you arent taking anyones advice except your own. you have nothing to fear except fear itself. so go for it, itll be worth it in the long run because what if you wait a day too late? love you, justine