{59} Can it be love?

Listening to: Led Zeppelin
Feeling: confused
HOW? Tell me how can someone be soo perfect? I sure cant seem to think of anything. I really don't get it. How i feel about this person might have something to do with why i hold him above almost everyone. No almost everything. He's what i think about, even dream sometimes. And when were together i dont have worries... Its like my day no matter how bad it is, will eventually end and i will be in one piece just as long as i see him. Just see him, i dont even have to have a deep conversation. His smile is equivalent to the first sign of sun breaking through the clouds on a rainy day. It's like a relief to see it, and it makes me smile. I cant really explain how i feel through words, well really explain through anything. And i also can't explain him. This boy is one of a kind. How i feel lately is unlike anything ive felt before. So happy but confused. I feel like a smirking idiot. I dont have any reason to smile... but he makes me feel like everything will work out. Everything is going to turn to perfection. Just like him. Just like his smile. I know its not true, but i want to live in his fairy-tale as long as i can.
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I know the feeling. The difference is I have not seen the girl in my case for almost 2 weeks and I have absolutely no chance with her unless she is a whore and i wouldn't want her if she was. So fuck it I will live. Sometimes it is good to be denied things you want anyways right?