-Because of the dreams i have with you- Alas they are only dreams... Well i talked to someone i thought had given up on me... Im glad we did. She means a lot to me, even if she thinks other wise. I had a picnic... Food+guitar+friends+sunshine Cant equal out into anything too bad. Im reading again. Im glad, i like to read. My dads here. Hes been surprisingly nice... not as short tempered either. My mom is still angry and yelling at me day and night. Ill be gone soon. I think i need the break. So break isnt exactly the word i should use... It makes it sound somewhat enjoyable. Meh I should enjoy it. 15 days of heat, trees, chlorinated water,AC,Satalite television,books,there might even be male specimen my age. Oh how i care least about boys. Im bringing my camera and there is a lot of nature, so im sure ill manage to keep myself entertained. My sleep pattern is all off. I wake up at 1 in the afternoon. I think better at night anyways. So ya. I am so bored. I wait all year for summer and in those short nine months i seem to have forgotten exactly how dull summer is. And the famous question, What did u do during summer? Is there even an answer for that? Not for me anyways. Well katie gave me a book to read, i read half of it today. Ill finish it tomorrow. Its pretty good. Slightly depressing. I have really just understood how much i dislike myspace. And to think everyone ditched SitD for it. hah well w/e. Im content by myself. Pillow and mattress are calling. Ive yet to wake another day. Goodnight