god this is brutal.... the Don Won of life? yea, i always hoped for it as a kid but now... well i still like it but my emotions, i really have to learn to control them.

Garry is always up and down... i mean i love him and when he is up he is amazing but when he is down he is a total bastard.

Dassan is amazing in general and fucking hot! but my emotions with him kill me... i like him alot... and really want to have sex with him haha

Lance.... is alot like Dassan.

James, well i still love him but he keeps doing the confession thing.

i don;t know Dassan's right... i deserve better than the boys i date... but i don;t know what exactly i deserve... he is also right whn he said that more then anything in thsi world i just want to be loved. he's right i do. i want to find that person who is good to me and loves me through everything and is willing to work us out... i want to get married and... just be with them.

anyways... im sure i will get it sorted out.

Later Days!

*~Ashley~*