my fuschia hair dye is already growing out
+ my mom won't let me redo it for awhile
because she likes the real color more
whatever
i lost my tweezers
i have some funky thing on my toe
my ear piercing keeps bleeding
my ears keep popping
i need to shave
i need to shower
i look like shit
i should go to sleep
i need to pee
but i don't care about any of these things
i just want
to talk to someone on the phone
anyone
it doesn't matter
just someone
so the trip consisted of:
driving
sleeping
driving
stopping
road rage
windy roads
peeing
sleeping
crummy hotels
(which weren't really that crummy)
guys i couldn't talk to
(not caring about not talking to the guys)
dreaming
wishing
shopping
eating
ocean
sleeping
driving
wayne's world
i bought the last unicorn at this superstore goodwill
and weird science
and beetlejuice
and a shirt
and at the mall
my parents bought me shirts
yay
so like
i desperately need to see my friends
'specially marissa
i miss her to death
it's been like
over a week
i'm bored
i'm going
[edit]
crying
sucks
especially
when
it's
because
of
the
same
thing
every
fucking
day
i honestly hate girls
at the hotel
these girls in the jacuzzi
stared
and gave me the worst feeling in the world
so i couldn't even go in the pool
i had to leave
had to get out of there
and then now
someone wrote a comment on my ex boyfriend's myspace
"i'm glad you're with ashley now. i personally think she's a lot better than that other girl."
that other girl
would be
me
oh god why do i even let it get to me?
it's not like i even like her.
fuckfuckfuck
i hate this.
/Tiffany/