Her name is Kelly and she asked me to be one of her bridesmaids. I seriously think I'm more excited about the wedding than they are. My bra was on the phone with me yesterday, he still treats me like a little girl because he missed so much of my life when he was in rehab and I hattte it. A lot. So last night I was up til 3. That's gotta be great for my health. I went to Tara's last night and we talked and she's seriously my favorite person to talk to about anything and everything. I don't know what I'd do without her. I'm trying to hook Bruce and her up and so far I'd say I've done a nice job. But then Marissa got mad at me for it, I think she likes him. She says she still likes Matt but I told her she only wants him. And she thinks I'm right. OK so I got home and watched A Clockwork Orange but I couldn't pay attention too much because I was online talking to Nick through Myspace messages. Today I feel drained of all energy. I want to crawl back into bed. And food would be awfully nice. And shittyshitmotherfucker I have practice tonight. That stupid guy is going to be looking at me again and saying "what's up" and being scary. The thing is, I can't just tell him I like him though. Because he says that a lot of girls like him. And I don't want to be just another girl on that list. He also says he likes a few girls. And I'm most likely not one of them. oejtewpjgewzojpeotiepok This is sooo dumb. Orientation: yippee. Picture re-takes: (at 8:30 in the fucking morning) Hell yes! Well. Amanda's cousin says I'm mean online. That's only because he's so retarded online and in person. I'm afraid to even go on AIM anymore for fear of him IMing me. Alex isn't so bad. And Myles is somewhere in the middle. But Jacob...no.