Every Time I Look At You

So, today is June fifth. The summer already seems to be flying by. It's almost going by too fast, and I have a feeling that there'll be a lot of things I'll want to write down. Therefore, I'm going to start writing again. I'm also going to take the 'friends only' status off the page, since that was just really stupid to begin with. Here's a picture of my life as of now. Currently, I am living at a frat house on the UMaine campus. My room is a nondescript, L-shaped space, brick painted white, walls dark blue. Random stuff is strewn everywhere. My computer is set peacefully on an aluminum desk. This is the status at which I come to rest, after almost 1,000 miles of driving in the past week. I've been from Old Town to Bath to Burlington, VT, to Bath (on a spare tire for about half of that segment of the trip) to Orono. It's been so surreal, so flighty. It couldn't have happened more quickly. Upward Bound hasn't started yet. Noble High School has just graduated their seniors. It's so hard to just twiddle my thumbs and wait for all of this to happen. Tomorrow I'll wake up, I'll still be on vacation, I'll still be a sales associate at a dumpy store going out of business. The picture that my friend Crystal took of me and Shannon four and a half years ago is on my windowsill, just in front of a Scottish flag that she bought me. I have so much ahead, yes, but none of it has started yet. I'm gonna be in bed, hurrying up and waiting.
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