so i just got done writing this huge entry and then it kicked me off. fuck. but i'll try to remember what i put in. so i remember writing something about my friend. oh yes. i'm so jealous of her (she is to remain nameless). she is skinny, big boobs, wonderful relationship with her boyfriend. i think i'm just jealous of her cause i saw a pic. of her and her boyfriend. skyler won't take pics. with me. he won't get his picture taken. even with me. i just want one pic. (one cute pic.) of us together. more would be wonderful but i could live with just one. my other friend (you know who you are uncle marvin) has millions of pics. of her and her boyfriend. i just wish i did too. why do i have to be so little girly? if there is anybody who can help me not be like this please comment. i would greatly appreciate it. is this what being in love is really like? is missing him every minute i'm not with him love? or is it just obsession? or is it just lust? there are probably some of you who are in love right now. is this how it is? is this what it is like in the early stages? i love him. but you already knew that.