He was right, I do have a hard time letting go. Its not like I'm never going to see him again. Wednesday is only a few days away. Everything he said tonight was right. Its not then end of the world that he's leaving, Wednesday is only in two more days, we get to see each other four times this week, we did live together too early. But somehow it made me feel bad when he said all those things. Maybe I was upset cause he wasn't sad with my, maybe I was feeling guilty for being so selfish. I'm not quite sure what I was feeling. But I know I didn't like it. We went to Ikea today. Its an amazing store, but thats besides the point. We walked around for hours pointing out things that we want for our home. Yes, our home. As in he wants to live with me forever, as in he wants to be with me for the rest of our lives. No one has ever seriously told me that before. I love my big meanie.