40 minutes sitting ducks - lol, I don't get it. I hate it - whatever it is, Rae just drifts off doing some other stuff... o well - she's got her priorities. She knows I waited for her all night - that was my decision - so I don't blame that on her - but she could at least spend the time she's got on the net with me, when I'm on. I won't have internet for long and she seems down about it - we don't see eachother anymore, and she seems to miss me - but online with her - distracted and doing other stuff instead of talking to me - it feels so much different. I feel like a friend to her...not like someone she honestly loves. *sigh* o well - it doesn't even seem to bother her. ...